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may I just wonder why it happens like this and not the other way round

a promise to self

Satu bulan; dan diberi tahu Tuhan. Sudah tahu, dan sudah cukup bersyukur. Tapi kembali ke tujuan awal, bukan? Dulu semangatnya apa ke sana? Ingin membuktikan diri kalau mampu, kalau tidak semestinya dibuat begitu, bukan? Tapi nyatanya... bagaimana? Nyatanya masih kurang buktinya . Memang, tujuan awal tersebut bukanlah tujuan utama . Tapi ada baiknya tujuan awal itu tetap diusahakan, bukan? Toh, baiknya luar biasa. Atau karena memang tidak mampu? Tidak ada yang akan tahu jawabannya kalau usahanya tidak dimaksimalkan kan? Jadi, siap? Harus siap. Ya Allah, Bismillaahirrahmaanirrahiim.

two

she whispered in her heart, I was perhaps one of the luckiest as those lullabies were sung almost all the time by two voices

Young

"I was a lot younger that time, eh?" "Yet happier." "Aren't people supposed to be happier when they were young?" She smiled painfully. "It is not always like that." He gazed far. His heart whispered, you should have been happier as you age, Anna . I wish I could change the past . It all began seven years ago...